"mii..." the small girl woke up, looking around her, she found herself laid on the ground in the middle of the street "..... I've done it ..again?" not understanding what's had happened to her, she tried not to panic.
The girl pulled herself together and sat down "what's this nasty feeling..?" embracing herself, she felt a sudden chill escape her spine "I feel so.. lonely.." sulking, she finally stood up, looking around her again "concentrate, Miko, concentrate, where were you before you pass out?" striking a thinking pose, she put her hand over her chin, and closed her eye to concentrate more, or to try and 'see' what she last saw "hmm... Mogs was there.. and there was a huge garden-.. yeah!" she clapped her hands and grinned happily "I found the inner garden and I went to explore it with Prince and-..." just as quickly as her happy grin came, it faded away "..-Sam-chan.." a shiver escaping her, she embraced herself once more, sulking "this feeling again... why?" she stamped her foot against the ground, and threw out a tantrum at the world "Why can't I remember what happened?! Why am I here on the streets?! What's this feeling of... wanting to cry? Something must've happened.. to feel like breaking out of a cage.." and eventually calmed down, letting out a deep sigh "I don't know the way home, last time Dante helped me.." she looked around her "but he's not here.. how strange of him.. is he mad at me too?" and sighed "Chrome-san..." , she started moving
== == ==
'being here won't really help me, I know..' The young man thought to himself as he grabbed some small stones from the sand '.. but I need to be alone for a while, I need to adjust myself to what's at hand..' he moved closer to the shore, the waves almost reaching him, and started throwing the stones into the sea, it helped him calm down.
He let out a deep sigh as he threw the last stone he was holding "who am I kidding? There's no way I can do it.. it was my goal and-" from the corner of his eyes, he could notice that he wasn't alone on the beach anymore "it's quite late for someone this small to be out here.." he moved towards the other person "excuse me, is everything alrigh--"
The little girl standing near the shore turned towards the voice "...?" it was dark, but repeating the young man's words in her mind; she was able to recognize the voice's owner "..... Meier-san!" she smiled in relief, in the end, she hated to be alone.
The young man's eyes widened in surprise, his heart was racing fast, was it a dream? Did he pass out? He just couldn't believe it "... Mi.. ko?" the 2nd thing he could see was a dashing Miko who hugged him on sight "yokatta.. I was feeling so alone.." she hid her face in his chest.
Meier felt paralyzed, he couldn't move a muscle with his heart almost exploding like this, she was between his arms, he still can't realize the fact that it's Miko, his one sister, so close to him like that "M-Miko..?" he finally wrapped his arms around her small body 'dear God, so warm.. it's really her..' he thought in relief, smiling at last 'but,..' he looked around them as he held her protectively 'how come Chrome Jackle is not around her?' he looked again, double checking that he's really not here 'it's gotta be my lucky day'.
"neh, Miko.." he patted her head as he saw how insecure she was feeling "what happened? Why are you out in such a late hour of night?"
Miko raised her head, looking at him "I.. I don't know.." her eye watered "I woke up and I was laying on the ground of the street near here, I don't remember what happened! I was alone and I didn't know what to do and I'm scared!" she almost panicked again
"shhhhh... it's alright now, don't worry" he hugged her again, reassuringly "you're not alone now" and stroked her hair.
Miko clung to his shirt, and he panicked 'm-my outfit... it's not my Exorcist's uniform, is it?' he looked towards his arm, and exhaled in relief, he was wearing his usual blue shirt.
"I think Miko did something bad.."
"why do you say that?" Meier asked
"'cuz, .. there's this.. 'smothing' I do, and after I do it, I don't remember a thing of what I did... so I guess I did it again.." she put her hand over her mouth, as if ashamed "that's bad.. Sam-chan..." she sighed
"Sam?"
"nn," Miko nodded "My younger sister, Samantha"
'Samantha Baker... she used to work for the Black Order until-...' he sighed, one fact after another kept proving to Meier what Chrome had told him.
Meier narrowed his eyes as he stared at her forehead "Miko.." he felt it, rubbing it a little
"et-ettai!!" Miko flinched a little in pain
"Miko, your head is bleeding!" he panicked as he saw his sister's forehead bleeding. Miko felt her forehead and looked at her fingers, strangely calm "weird, I didn't feel it at all..."
Meier quickly grabbed a hand kerchief from his bucket and started cleaning her forehead from the blood, after that he moved to the sea and dipped the kerchief in it, then went back and knelt to Miko's level "this might hurt you a little" and started cleaning her wound
Miko's eye flinch a little, but that was it. "you're so panicked, Meier-san" she chuckled
"of course I am, your head has been bleeding for God knows how long!"
she smiled "don't worry, I even have probably caused it to myself on purpose" she paused a while "I'm glad it's just a scratch in my forehead and nothing more.." knowing herself as the Noah of Agony, she knew she was capable of doing a lot more than just slamming her head against something.
Her words only made Meier panic more "where's Chrome? How could he leave you get out of the house in such a shape?"
Miko fell silent, sulking "Chrome-san would never let me leave the house like this, neither this late.." she sighed, looking up at the dark skies "I probably did it behind his back, so he didn't notice when I left... he must be so angry with me for leaving the house like that, he doesn't like it when I leave.."
Meier couldn't deny that he felt jealous over how worried Miko was about Chrome and his feelings even when she was hurt, insecure and lost. He stood up and patted her hair "I'm sure he's worried about you, rather than angry, my dear.."
"I.. I wanna go home.. I have a nasty feeling, I need to talk to Chrome-san, even if I don't know what has happened, I'm sure he knows it all.. and, I need to apologize for leaving the house like this.."
Meier frowned, "you're not locked in a cage, Miko, you are free to go and do whatever you want"
" 'cage'..." Miko sighed "I know, but at least Chrome-san has to know of what I'm doing or where I'm going," she smiled slightly "he's my fiancee', remember?"
It was the only thing he can't forget even if he wanted to, he took a deep breath to relax, he shouldn't give a frowning face towards his sister, he thought, he needs to be the one person she can always feel secure with and open up to. "yes.. " he forced a smile, "you're right, I'm sure he's proud to have an honest fiancee like yourself"
Miko grinned happily, she likes it when others are proud of her
"come.." Meier extended his hand to her " .. I'll take you home" and smiled
"really?! You really would?!" she replied excitedly
"yes, just like last time" he patted her hair. But quickly her excited and happy face faded away, she sulked. "what's wrong?" Meier asked
"I'm scared.."
"why?"
"Cail-nii-chan.. Sam-chan... Prince.. Chrome-san... I think they're all angry with me... I can feel it.." she cried "I'm scared.. if I did what I think I did; my 'Father' will punish me.. I don't want to get punished by him again!" she hid her face with her hands
"your.. father?" he thought about it, who could she mean by her 'father'? He could think of only one man 'The Millennium Earl.. what a disastrous family did you get yourself into, Miko..'
"nn.." Miko nodded, wiping her eye "I'd rather have Chrome-san punish me than Father... then again.." she cried "I don't want to get punished! I didn't mean to do whatever I did, I swear! I-I, I just.. I can't control it.."
Meier stroked her back, reassuringly "I'm sure neither of them would punish you, Miko. Chrome cares for you, and your 'father' would've found you if he wanted to"
Miko shook her head "you don't know me well yet, Meier-san... even with all the love I hold for Chrome-san; I sometimes do really nasty things to him.. even hurt him.. emotionally, physically, and even mentally..." she bit her lip "I hate it, hurting those I love like this.. I'm not as cute, sweet and nice as you think I am.."
He smiled gently at her "No, Miko... I know you too well, far more than you could ever imagine.. I know what you're capable of, and what you can do.."
Miko looked at him 'but, he's just a human.. does he really know what I can do as the Noah of Agony?' she thought to herself.
Meier bent towards her level, closer to her face, he held her face with both his hands, and spoke in a low gentle tone "what I see in front of me, is a pretty girl with a cute face, a warm heart with a loving and caring nature," he kissed her forehead, right over her wound "don't think of yourself other than that, ok?" then ruffled through her now messy short hair.
Miko slightly blushed and wiped her eye, his words calmed her down, she felt happy that he trusted her even without knowing what she has done "hai.."
"come now," he extended his hand out to her again "I will accompany you home, a beautiful noble Lady like yourself shouldn't be alone at such a late hour"
Miko giggled "you're funny, Meier-san" and held his hand
Meier smiled "if there's a misunderstanding, you'll clear it out for your siblings, and I'm sure they'll understand you as well, ne?"
Miko nodded with a pout.
"you shouldn't be scared of your own brothers, Miko. If there's something you want to tell them or have them understand, don't hesitate, and do it right away. They'll be happy to hear you out, and both sides would then reach an understanding"
Miko smiled at him "you make a very good Older Brother, Meier-san"
He felt so happy to hear these words from her, his younger sister "I had a pretty sister, just like you, who taught me all that."
"really? I'd love to meet her one day! I'm sure she's as kind and gentle as yourself, Meier-san!"
Meier smiled sadly at her "sadly... she's gone now..."
Miko sulked "gone where?"
Meier looked at her "..... to a place where she loves to be.." he changed the subject quickly "c'mon, let's go." and walked her home.
== == ==
"we're here.. " Miko looked at the widely open gates of her home "I really did leave.. I can't believe this.." she shook her head.
Meier patted her head reassuringly "calm down, Miko. You'll understand once you talk to them." Meier didn't enter with her "now go, make me proud"
"eh? Y-You're not coming?!"
"I can't, Miko"
"b-but, you said you'd come with me!"
"Yes, Miko, I did. We're at your home now." he explained
"n-no! I need someone by my side to help me explain, I've angered the whole house!" she begged him "please? I'm too scared to enter alone in there.. besides, you helped me return home more than once, you should get greeted the right way!"
Meier was troubled by her request, both Chrome and Cail know he's an exorcist, what would they do to Miko if they saw her bringing their enemy right into their household? He felt guilty for not telling her what he was, but he couldn't lose her trust after finally gaining it again. "a-alright.. if that's what you want, I can't decline a request by you" he patted her head
"Thank you, Meier-san!" she grabbed his hand and dragged him towards the main door of the house
'I can't believe I'm entering the Lion's Lair myself..' Meier thought 'I don't even have my Innocence with me..' and sighed 'not like I can attack her so called family in front of her, besides, she needs me now more than anyone else, I can't lose this chance.'
Miko gulped and opened the door slowly, trying not to make any noise so no one could hear nor know she returned, she popped her head from the door opening "I.. I'm... home.."
The girl pulled herself together and sat down "what's this nasty feeling..?" embracing herself, she felt a sudden chill escape her spine "I feel so.. lonely.." sulking, she finally stood up, looking around her again "concentrate, Miko, concentrate, where were you before you pass out?" striking a thinking pose, she put her hand over her chin, and closed her eye to concentrate more, or to try and 'see' what she last saw "hmm... Mogs was there.. and there was a huge garden-.. yeah!" she clapped her hands and grinned happily "I found the inner garden and I went to explore it with Prince and-..." just as quickly as her happy grin came, it faded away "..-Sam-chan.." a shiver escaping her, she embraced herself once more, sulking "this feeling again... why?" she stamped her foot against the ground, and threw out a tantrum at the world "Why can't I remember what happened?! Why am I here on the streets?! What's this feeling of... wanting to cry? Something must've happened.. to feel like breaking out of a cage.." and eventually calmed down, letting out a deep sigh "I don't know the way home, last time Dante helped me.." she looked around her "but he's not here.. how strange of him.. is he mad at me too?" and sighed "Chrome-san..." , she started moving
== == ==
'being here won't really help me, I know..' The young man thought to himself as he grabbed some small stones from the sand '.. but I need to be alone for a while, I need to adjust myself to what's at hand..' he moved closer to the shore, the waves almost reaching him, and started throwing the stones into the sea, it helped him calm down.
He let out a deep sigh as he threw the last stone he was holding "who am I kidding? There's no way I can do it.. it was my goal and-" from the corner of his eyes, he could notice that he wasn't alone on the beach anymore "it's quite late for someone this small to be out here.." he moved towards the other person "excuse me, is everything alrigh--"
The little girl standing near the shore turned towards the voice "...?" it was dark, but repeating the young man's words in her mind; she was able to recognize the voice's owner "..... Meier-san!" she smiled in relief, in the end, she hated to be alone.
The young man's eyes widened in surprise, his heart was racing fast, was it a dream? Did he pass out? He just couldn't believe it "... Mi.. ko?" the 2nd thing he could see was a dashing Miko who hugged him on sight "yokatta.. I was feeling so alone.." she hid her face in his chest.
Meier felt paralyzed, he couldn't move a muscle with his heart almost exploding like this, she was between his arms, he still can't realize the fact that it's Miko, his one sister, so close to him like that "M-Miko..?" he finally wrapped his arms around her small body 'dear God, so warm.. it's really her..' he thought in relief, smiling at last 'but,..' he looked around them as he held her protectively 'how come Chrome Jackle is not around her?' he looked again, double checking that he's really not here 'it's gotta be my lucky day'.
"neh, Miko.." he patted her head as he saw how insecure she was feeling "what happened? Why are you out in such a late hour of night?"
Miko raised her head, looking at him "I.. I don't know.." her eye watered "I woke up and I was laying on the ground of the street near here, I don't remember what happened! I was alone and I didn't know what to do and I'm scared!" she almost panicked again
"shhhhh... it's alright now, don't worry" he hugged her again, reassuringly "you're not alone now" and stroked her hair.
Miko clung to his shirt, and he panicked 'm-my outfit... it's not my Exorcist's uniform, is it?' he looked towards his arm, and exhaled in relief, he was wearing his usual blue shirt.
"I think Miko did something bad.."
"why do you say that?" Meier asked
"'cuz, .. there's this.. 'smothing' I do, and after I do it, I don't remember a thing of what I did... so I guess I did it again.." she put her hand over her mouth, as if ashamed "that's bad.. Sam-chan..." she sighed
"Sam?"
"nn," Miko nodded "My younger sister, Samantha"
'Samantha Baker... she used to work for the Black Order until-...' he sighed, one fact after another kept proving to Meier what Chrome had told him.
Meier narrowed his eyes as he stared at her forehead "Miko.." he felt it, rubbing it a little
"et-ettai!!" Miko flinched a little in pain
"Miko, your head is bleeding!" he panicked as he saw his sister's forehead bleeding. Miko felt her forehead and looked at her fingers, strangely calm "weird, I didn't feel it at all..."
Meier quickly grabbed a hand kerchief from his bucket and started cleaning her forehead from the blood, after that he moved to the sea and dipped the kerchief in it, then went back and knelt to Miko's level "this might hurt you a little" and started cleaning her wound
Miko's eye flinch a little, but that was it. "you're so panicked, Meier-san" she chuckled
"of course I am, your head has been bleeding for God knows how long!"
she smiled "don't worry, I even have probably caused it to myself on purpose" she paused a while "I'm glad it's just a scratch in my forehead and nothing more.." knowing herself as the Noah of Agony, she knew she was capable of doing a lot more than just slamming her head against something.
Her words only made Meier panic more "where's Chrome? How could he leave you get out of the house in such a shape?"
Miko fell silent, sulking "Chrome-san would never let me leave the house like this, neither this late.." she sighed, looking up at the dark skies "I probably did it behind his back, so he didn't notice when I left... he must be so angry with me for leaving the house like that, he doesn't like it when I leave.."
Meier couldn't deny that he felt jealous over how worried Miko was about Chrome and his feelings even when she was hurt, insecure and lost. He stood up and patted her hair "I'm sure he's worried about you, rather than angry, my dear.."
"I.. I wanna go home.. I have a nasty feeling, I need to talk to Chrome-san, even if I don't know what has happened, I'm sure he knows it all.. and, I need to apologize for leaving the house like this.."
Meier frowned, "you're not locked in a cage, Miko, you are free to go and do whatever you want"
" 'cage'..." Miko sighed "I know, but at least Chrome-san has to know of what I'm doing or where I'm going," she smiled slightly "he's my fiancee', remember?"
It was the only thing he can't forget even if he wanted to, he took a deep breath to relax, he shouldn't give a frowning face towards his sister, he thought, he needs to be the one person she can always feel secure with and open up to. "yes.. " he forced a smile, "you're right, I'm sure he's proud to have an honest fiancee like yourself"
Miko grinned happily, she likes it when others are proud of her
"come.." Meier extended his hand to her " .. I'll take you home" and smiled
"really?! You really would?!" she replied excitedly
"yes, just like last time" he patted her hair. But quickly her excited and happy face faded away, she sulked. "what's wrong?" Meier asked
"I'm scared.."
"why?"
"Cail-nii-chan.. Sam-chan... Prince.. Chrome-san... I think they're all angry with me... I can feel it.." she cried "I'm scared.. if I did what I think I did; my 'Father' will punish me.. I don't want to get punished by him again!" she hid her face with her hands
"your.. father?" he thought about it, who could she mean by her 'father'? He could think of only one man 'The Millennium Earl.. what a disastrous family did you get yourself into, Miko..'
"nn.." Miko nodded, wiping her eye "I'd rather have Chrome-san punish me than Father... then again.." she cried "I don't want to get punished! I didn't mean to do whatever I did, I swear! I-I, I just.. I can't control it.."
Meier stroked her back, reassuringly "I'm sure neither of them would punish you, Miko. Chrome cares for you, and your 'father' would've found you if he wanted to"
Miko shook her head "you don't know me well yet, Meier-san... even with all the love I hold for Chrome-san; I sometimes do really nasty things to him.. even hurt him.. emotionally, physically, and even mentally..." she bit her lip "I hate it, hurting those I love like this.. I'm not as cute, sweet and nice as you think I am.."
He smiled gently at her "No, Miko... I know you too well, far more than you could ever imagine.. I know what you're capable of, and what you can do.."
Miko looked at him 'but, he's just a human.. does he really know what I can do as the Noah of Agony?' she thought to herself.
Meier bent towards her level, closer to her face, he held her face with both his hands, and spoke in a low gentle tone "what I see in front of me, is a pretty girl with a cute face, a warm heart with a loving and caring nature," he kissed her forehead, right over her wound "don't think of yourself other than that, ok?" then ruffled through her now messy short hair.
Miko slightly blushed and wiped her eye, his words calmed her down, she felt happy that he trusted her even without knowing what she has done "hai.."
"come now," he extended his hand out to her again "I will accompany you home, a beautiful noble Lady like yourself shouldn't be alone at such a late hour"
Miko giggled "you're funny, Meier-san" and held his hand
Meier smiled "if there's a misunderstanding, you'll clear it out for your siblings, and I'm sure they'll understand you as well, ne?"
Miko nodded with a pout.
"you shouldn't be scared of your own brothers, Miko. If there's something you want to tell them or have them understand, don't hesitate, and do it right away. They'll be happy to hear you out, and both sides would then reach an understanding"
Miko smiled at him "you make a very good Older Brother, Meier-san"
He felt so happy to hear these words from her, his younger sister "I had a pretty sister, just like you, who taught me all that."
"really? I'd love to meet her one day! I'm sure she's as kind and gentle as yourself, Meier-san!"
Meier smiled sadly at her "sadly... she's gone now..."
Miko sulked "gone where?"
Meier looked at her "..... to a place where she loves to be.." he changed the subject quickly "c'mon, let's go." and walked her home.
== == ==
"we're here.. " Miko looked at the widely open gates of her home "I really did leave.. I can't believe this.." she shook her head.
Meier patted her head reassuringly "calm down, Miko. You'll understand once you talk to them." Meier didn't enter with her "now go, make me proud"
"eh? Y-You're not coming?!"
"I can't, Miko"
"b-but, you said you'd come with me!"
"Yes, Miko, I did. We're at your home now." he explained
"n-no! I need someone by my side to help me explain, I've angered the whole house!" she begged him "please? I'm too scared to enter alone in there.. besides, you helped me return home more than once, you should get greeted the right way!"
Meier was troubled by her request, both Chrome and Cail know he's an exorcist, what would they do to Miko if they saw her bringing their enemy right into their household? He felt guilty for not telling her what he was, but he couldn't lose her trust after finally gaining it again. "a-alright.. if that's what you want, I can't decline a request by you" he patted her head
"Thank you, Meier-san!" she grabbed his hand and dragged him towards the main door of the house
'I can't believe I'm entering the Lion's Lair myself..' Meier thought 'I don't even have my Innocence with me..' and sighed 'not like I can attack her so called family in front of her, besides, she needs me now more than anyone else, I can't lose this chance.'
Miko gulped and opened the door slowly, trying not to make any noise so no one could hear nor know she returned, she popped her head from the door opening "I.. I'm... home.."