~( Training Ground )~

A frown escaped Miko "I do not need your pity."
She looked at Sam from the corner of her eye "I found a solution which I need to discuss with Jackle later, a temporary one at least" she muttered, the so called solution didn't seem to her own liking, "it's not something I'd like though, seeing as I hate it, but I'll have to do it until he finds a better one" her frown grew deeper "I can't believe I'm stepping over my own dignity for the likes of you.... I'm doing it for Jackle though.. even though he needs to be punished for going against me like the others.. tch.. is there really no one that supports me for being me?" Miko looked off, putting her leg over the other.

"Miko... Its not like we dont want to support you, believe me, but you're not making it easy..." Sam explained, "I really want to understand whats going on between us, I want to try and fix whatever it is thats wrong..."

"Fix?" she repeated her word "Fix??.." and laughed sarcastically "ah, I needed a good laugh."
Then suddenly shot her with a very cold glare "like it or not; that's how I am, I love to see others hurt, and even get hurt in return. Blood is my water, and wounds are my 'pleasure'" she smirked "it's in my nature, I'm but a wild person that hates being locked away from my freedom or get ordered around, commitment doesn't run in my blood. I do things my way, and if someone dared to stand in my way;" she gestured a with her hand over her neck as if cutting it "I'll crush them, and make whoever the hell they are regret it. Be it an enemy, friend or even a family." she frowned "repeat my words in your head, then you'll see why things between us reached this far." she crossed her arms and closed her eye

Sam looked down at the table. "So theres no way..."

Miko cracked up her knuckles, threateningly. "there's no way that isn't my way, unfortunately for you." then leaned her back against the seatback "perhaps if you hadn't always stood in my way; things would've been 'slightly' different.. nah, I doubt that as well. I simply hate you, just like how you hate me, and how the rest of the house hate me as well -./ / simple fact."

Sam sighed, slightly agravated. "Miko, for the last time, we don't hate you." she insisted.

"ow yeah? ¬./ /" she frowned at her "are you trying to say that you love me and care for me even though I hate you and dun give a shit about you?"

Sam contemplated it for a moment. "... Yeah, pretty much." she said.

In a split of second, Miko was already in front of Sam, grabbing her collar with one hand tightly, she dragged her off the chair and made her kneel on her knees "give me one reason to believe that. Is it with your option to always stand in my way? Or is it that you enjoy ruining my plans? Or by the awesome and lovely way I treat you with?" she then raised her up on her feet again, still grabbing her collar "I don't want to hear a single lie, I'll spare you this time. But next time; I dun think I need to explain what I'd do. I hate you, and you should do the same, am I clear?"
If Sam was unable to see why she raged out all of a sudden; it's because her words made her feel guilty, and since she in her mind believes that everyone hates her, she regrets feeling guilty, and that explains it.
In the end; she was one hard girl to understand

Sam wrenched Miko's hand off of her. "No Miko," she said sternly. "You hate, and you say thats how you are. Well I love and care for people, everyone except for one person and you already know who that is and why. It's just the way 'I' am."

[bah, why do they make cold medicin thats supposed to help you sleep during the night only last 4 hours?!?!]

[eh? =\ that's lame, mine lasts for not less than 6-7 hours]

She sulked and looked down, speaking in a very low tune "it's not like I'm happy that way.. I just hate it,.." she shook her head "how everyone loves me when I'm white, always around me, smiling, happy... and once I'm black, the smile fades, the happiness dies, as if 'Doom' haunted your place... even my own Fiancee' changes towards me! Touching me only when I demand him to!" she put her hands over her head in despair "I'm the same person!! My attitude may differ but I'm the fucking same person! I'm not a shadow! I'm Miko! Why call me 'Kage' as if I was my own self's shadow?!.." she bit her lip "it's not fair.." she grabbed the vase over the table and throw it against the wall, breaking it "NOT FAIR!!" and panted

"Miko..." Sam put her hand on the other girls shoulder. "You're right, its not fair. But when you lash out at us, we lash out right back, even when we know we shouldn't..."

she pushed her hand away and frowned "if you know you shouldn't, then WHY do it?!" and put her hands over her hair, stroking it backwards and holding it off her face "it's driving me crazy, you know?!" still panting; she fell silent for a while, trying to calm down, she hated to lose her 'cool' in front of others, she took a couple of deep breaths "I like to tease others and see them pissed, that's how I 'play', I just throw words out I dun mean, Jackle pretty much understood that by now, but the rest of you;" she glared at her "you all fail, you can't comprehend how a naively sweet and kind girl could suddenly turn violent harsh and a teaser. If you truly love me, you have to accept me the way I am, both good and bad benefits in me. But you don't.." she shook her head "you only like me when I'm good, and dislike me when I'm bad, sorry but, I'm not your fucking soil to shape me the way you want. I'm me, like it; or not." she closed her eye and turned off "that's why you deserve to be treated badly by me, it's your own fault"

"you cant just expect everyone to change just to suit you needs either Miko!" she snapped back. "Cruelty begets Cruelty, not Kidness." Sam had tried her best to avoid another argument, but Miko's words had struck a nerve. She clenced her fists. "Now i get it, you just selfish, expecting everyone to drop what their doing and change how they feel to suit YOUR needs. Well it doesn't work like that, just in case you havent noticed!" she practicly shouted.

"you're an idiot, you didn't understand a word I said.." she shook her head, looking at Sam with disgrace "it's the complete opposite there" she frowned "you're the ones asking me to change, unable to accept me the way I am"
"no one is perfect, I myself am far away from such a term. Look at yourself"
"I never asked you to change, all I asked for was to be treated equally in black just as in white."
"I'll let you go with your dog parks this time, seeing as you're the one disgracing yourself -.// not I, such a lame conclusion you came up with" strange enough; she was calm. In the end; she does enjoy seeing others pissed by her.

"Well then i guess nothing will ever change," she said, shoving past her. "Kage."

Miko, without a 2nd thought, grabbed her from her collar from behind and slammed her head against the wall powerful enough to crack it, doom on her face, she didn't let go of her "... what did you just call me?"

Sam didn't look at her, nor make any atempt to free herself. "Kage." she replied softly. "Selfish... Kage..."

hand twitching, she itched to literally smash her head, making Miko regret telling her of what she dislikes and use against her did get on Miko's nerve, but she couldn't let herself be pissed the same way she does with others, and she has done enough things to angry Chrome for one day.
Miko swayed her away, letting her go, she returned to her seat and crossed her legs over one another "it's my fault for thinking 'talking' with the likes of you could help, I was wrong to open up to you, you're not worth my trust, using what I told you against me in the very same minute." she glared with a frown at her "The 2nd time I see your face around me; I'll literally smash it. Get lost."

Sam pushed herself off the wall, but didnt go anywhere. "No. Im not listening to your threats anymore." She turned her head to look at her. "I didn't mean to loose my temper." she stated, more as a fact, rather than asking any sort of forgivenes.

"I don't give a damn -./ /" she kept her eye closed "I don't want to talk to you, nor see your face ever again. I don't trust you, get lost."

"Im sorry for losing your trust..." she said "But im not going anywhere."

She frowned, still closing her eye "Get lost. I won't tell you a 3rd time."

"tell me onehundred times, i dont care." she said. She walked over to the broken vase and picked up the pieces, more just to keep her slightly trembling hands busy than anything else.

Sam, who probably believed she was about to get beaten up; could see Miko standing up, heading her way ".......................... ow well, I'll leave -./ /" and turned off, heading away with no place in mind. Finally opened her eye, she succeeded once again in not losing her cool, that's something she should be praised for.